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To all those that enjoyed this blog. Thank You. These words are hard to write, admitting I feel alone is hard. Those words make me feel like a failure, as a person.
To my readers…….. well sorry, I have been failing y’all. I just ran out of juice, and really, maybe it felt like no one cared I guess.
Fact is, my tank is empty, I feel like I have nobody that cares, such is life. I have been, basically, alone, for God knows how long. The emptiness and loneliness has broken me. My niece, who is the person I love most barely talks to me. Why this is, I cannot imagine, I feel empty, totally empty. That kid is my world. If I have failed her, I am a failure as a human being.
AGAIN, sorry. I have been struggling for seven months to keep ahead of the bills. So many people have been so generous, God bless and thank you. I just need some time, and some emotional support maybe. Life is wonderful, but being always alone…..? It is poison. Your prayers are appreciated, and so badly needed my friends. And that is what I need. Friends. Frankly, I think I have maybe forgotten how it feels to be a friend, and to have friends. God, I miss friendship.
Love to y’all
Takes some time in prayer. You are not a failure and are never alone. DO NOT judge yourself by family relations.
Thanks. My niece Always lived with me, till she was 9. Then she would come over all the time, stay weekends. For 5, 6 weeks during Summer break. She was always wanting to be here. At 12 she stopped coming as much, which I understood, now, she never calls. I understand she has friends. Again natural. But it is like she hates me. Hurts a great deal. The rest of it is my mom being sick. In a nursing home the past 3 weeks. And. My health is sliding.
And, literally it is all falling on me, and my own healthis going south. And no friends here, no relief. No help, no companionship.
Sorry to dump on you. Thanks for the advice and support my friend
Pretty sure I left a donation,awhile ago, will see what future finances have in store after taxes.
You are Not alone! Lurking long, enjoy your content.
Never give up my friend! God is with you, even when all seems darkest! The sane thing happened with my youngest daughter, but fear not, she got older and started coming around again!
Thank You so much. Feeling a bit better today.
I am sorry to hear that your struggles have not subsided and are so discouraged. Life can be hard and a challenge that at times may make one want to quit the struggle. No platitudes from me. Just know that my thoughts and prayers are with you. In many ways I face many of the same struggles. Yet I find and take what I can of something enjoyable if its only watching a youtube video of places I have been long ago. Thanks for your support with my tiny blog in the ether. I hope there is a corner ahead that you will be able to take to relieve your pain.
Hello my friend, I have struggled with friends over several years now. I have further struggles sharing. I have been lost several people I was very close to, and, have with bitterness a bit. And yes with loneliness, truthfully, I feel terribly alone at times. It is an awful feeling. I used to go out get some food, a beer or two at a few local pubs/bars once in a while. But, again, alone.
Thanks for your thoughts I will power through
I thank you for the kind notes
Life can be a difficult road…I’m feeling you. I pray for you and your Mom. You have to get out and engage with people. Volunteer. Reengage with your faith or find faith. I too have recently returned to prayer and my faith. Not overboard, but I do find comfort. I would buy you a beer but me thinks you are too far…
Thanks for the comments. I have such a bad knee, Need it replaced, it is tough going anywhere. Knee makes walking difficult, sitting difficult and painful. The only comfort seems to be laying down, but, you are right, I should get out more.
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I only know you from your Blog, but I enjoy it, and I hope things suck less soon! Please don’t lose hope!
Steve M
Thanks sir. Struggling through is call I can do for now